Loveon25th

Chapter 897: two-zero-one-two

2012-01-03T19:12:00.003+08:00

Hi all! We've all gotten back our Olevels results. And to my utmost surprise, I did pretty fine. You know, this is like the very very very first time which I really experienced tears of joy. Knowing that I really cannot make it for my sciences and English language, I still walked up bravely to the teacher and got my result slip. Thank God, He really created miracles, allowing me to be so satisfied with my results. And, yepppz, after all these joy and celebration, my dearest girls and boys will all be separated. It's tough to say goodbye to all these people who had made such a great impact in my life, but, this is life yea?

I thought, the tougher part was to ask, " will we ever meet again? "

I know I'll be missing this special group of people when we go in our separate ways. You know, even now, I miss them so much. I actually do wonder how I will be without them in my poly life. I hoped and wished we'll all be together, but it is definitely impossible. My girls out there, we're all going in our separate routes, but, let me tell you, you guys are the best bunch of girls I've ever met. You guys are the only bunch of awesome people who had been through the toughest time with me - olevels. I will never be able to forget how we actually force ourselves to really study hard, pushing one another forward everytime we wanna give up. Thank you, each and everyone of you, you guys are part of reason why I made it for my olevels. I'm so glad to see all of us doing so well for our olevels. You know, I hate Chemistry. You all do know how afraid I am of Chemistry. But it was because of you all, I cleared my Chemistry. You all know me so well. I really love you all to bits. Thank you so much for everything, the fun, the laughter, the tears, the scoldings, the naggings, the flipping of skirts, the sharing of food, the arguments, the complaints, everything. <3 I really hope we'll meet again, I really really really hope one day, we'll get together again, to share all of our everything together, again. We'll meet again, frequently, I really hope, and I'll look forward to those days to come. All the very best, my dearest girls.

The usual group of boys. I would also like to let you guys know that without you all, we wouldnt have so much fun together. Thanks so much for always giving in to we girls, I know we're super troublesome. I'll never forget how we're always so enthu about celebrating the end of examinations. When I'm in poly, I'll dream about celebrating with all of you after every of my examinations. I'll never forget the times we spent together, be it staying back in school for fun, going for steamboat, watching movies @ js's house, celebrating one another's birthday, or the bbq we had together. These will all be marked as memories. Hopefully, one day, we'll all gather again, to have fun together once more. Best of luck in your after secondary school path, be it jc or poly. I'll see all of you, when we all gather back in CCKSS! Love you all! <3

And you, PIGGY. I know we'll be going different path from the very start. I know we'll not end up in the same place, not even in the same school, though I still carry that little hope. But, it's alright, dont have to worry. Even though we may not be able to see each other anymore daily, or by just turning around, we'll be able to make time for each other, yea? Fate will decide what's the outcome of us, leave it all to fate. I'll remember to be a little independent when I'm in my future education, I'll be, I promise. Just wanna let you know, you gotta persevere no matter what happens alright. There bound to be obstacles along the way, dont give up so easily. You need to practice your self discipline too, you can't sleep in class anymore, because I wont be there to spam your sms to wake you up, haha! Things will definitely work out fine. Best wishes. <3

And, for myself. I know I'll be facing new things. New things, new friends, new school, new life. :)))))

Chapter 896: Memories of love

2011-11-27T11:13:00.002+08:00

People always say that we never learn to cherish till we lose it. This is happening to me now, right at this moment. I took for granted everyday I have with everyone around me. Let me first talk about the 6 most wonderful girls I met in my life.

I never once felt that I need to treasure the time with them so much. We used to just spend everyday together, thinking that we'll always be able to spend the next day together. However, now, no, this is just not right. We're left with almost a month to the release of our results, after which, we'll all be going in separate ways. Yes, people always say we'll still be able to keep in touch after our graduation. But we won't be able to spend our everyday together, laughing at the same things, talking about the same people, eating the same food, and most importantly, enjoying the same moment. Everyday now, I hope time could stop, stop at the time when I'll be with the 6 of them, enjoying every moment together.

Hey pretty 6 piggies! We've been through so much together these 2 years. I'm really glad to have met you in my upper secondary school life. I'm really grateful for you guys. No matter what happened in these 2 years, we held on to this friendship strong together. Thank you for bringing so much fun and laughter to my last 2 years in CCKSS. You girls are really my sunshine after every rainfall in my life. Thank you all the love these 2 years, thank you for everything. Without you piggies, I doubt my last 2 years in CCKSS will be so fruitful. I know that we're all upset about being separated after this, but this is life alright. Hopefully we'll still be as good after separation. Hopefully we'll meet up regularly, hopefully we'll still be the "7 PIGS". I really love all of you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for everything that has happened- the ECP outings, the after school slacking, the birthday celebration, the anniversary celebration, the mugging & etc. The happy and unhappy times we had, will never be forgotten. Thank you, my dear piggies. I love all of you. *muacks*

Next, the person of my life - FATPIGXZXZXXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ ♥

This person has been with me since secondary one, but has officially took up the greatest part of my life in 2010. It has always been so convenient for the past 1 year and 11 months for me to just turn around during lessons to speak to him. However, after our secondaryschool life, it may never be as convenient anymore. Seeing him every single day used to be something that should happen, however, after this, it may not be that way. We can always discuss about school work and reminding each other about school's stuffs, but then again, after the release of results, it may not be the same anymore.

HEY FATPIG. I am featuring you, but please dont cry okayz. :) For the past months, it has all been great seeing you everyday in school. However, like I've said, we may not be able to see each other as frequent as before, but things will still work out fine between us, right ? I've seen you change, if you haven't realised. Thank you for seeing me through my worst, and bringing the best out of me all the time. Thank you for all the times we've spent together. Thank you for making me tear those nights, thank you for making me smile to my phone all the times, thank you for everything. The happy times has made me learn to treasure, and the unhappy times has made me learn to understand and compromise. Thank you for each and every words said, be it good or bad. Thank you for being there, as the greatest part of my life. Though secondary school life may be ending, but I'm sure, we're not. We'll still stand strong as before right ? :) Without you, things will never be the same. Thank you for all the love, unconditional love. XOXO for you. *muacks*

These 7 people brought me to the world where happiness and love really exist. Though we came from different background, different environment, having different problems and difficulties of our own, the unconditional love is always there. I wanna thank you, my 6 pigs, and my fattest fatpig, for everything. I love you, :')

Chapter 895: F-R-E-E-D-O-M

2011-11-15T10:23:00.003+08:00

Chapter 894: Wonderful 2 years with wonderful beings.

2011-09-16T21:58:00.003+08:00

I remembered vividly the very first day when I met each and everyone of you. I could hardly see people whom I really know amongst all of you. After all, we came from different lower secondary classes, and some of us, different part of the world. I must admit that I was really reluctant to attend school for the whole of first month. I wanted a change of class, I didn't like being in a class which I know so little people. However, soon after, we got bonded, we started being a bunch of noisy people, we interacted, we played, we had fun, we are where we are now.

Girls & Boys of 4/8 :

Thank you each and everyone for you for bringing so much laughter into the class. Though we may disturb one another, but without anyone, we will never be complete, we will never be 4/8. Each and everyone in the class is very important, because it is because of the presence of the 43 of us, that makes up 4/8. Thank you for bringing so much joy into my life. Thank you for being part of my life. Thank you for making me love school so much. Even when I get sick of studies, I tell myself to go to school to see the wonderful class I have. The class that is always filled with laughter, the class which I belong. I will remember all of you, even after our graduation. You guys are the best bunch of people in my life on 2010 and 2011. I'm sure, our friendship will not stop as we graduate. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, (even if it is just a smile everyday) I LOVE YOU ALL.

Below are some words that I have for some of the people :

Alicia, we have been together for four years now. Do you still remember how we hated each other previously just because you were very noisy in class ? Then we became together, and all the way till now. Though we may have a lot of little fights and quarrels through these 4 years of journey, nevertheless, thank you for being part of my life. Thank you for always being there. Thank you for being so cheerful (though you may not really be). I'll remember all the times we used to have.

Wanyin, we have been in the same class for 4 years now. Though we may not be close in the past, but yeah. Thank you for always being there when I need a helping hand, thank you for always being there when I need a listening ear. I know we've been through many things together, which led us to where we are today. Let's forget about any unhappy past that we used to have, and remember all the good times we have together. I'm really blessed, with you around.

Liz, you're forever so cute *pinch your cheek* Hahaha, thank you for always being so nice to everyone around, even when Zhider bullies you, you'll still help him. Anyway, it has been great sitting infront of you for almost a year. I will always remember how we bully Zhider together, and laugh at the littlest thing we find, even though others may not find it funny at all. You know my humour, you always laugh with me. Thank you, for the four years. I'm really grateful to have met you in my life.

Qiaoling, thank you for always being such a lovely and mature girl with us. You always lead us back to the right route when we almost fall into any trap. You always encourage us even though you may be feeling upset too. I love how you always google when we say that there's something abnormal about us. You care, you care for us the most. I'm really glad to have met you. Through this 2 years, I have really learnt from you, in one way or another. All the best for your future, knowing that I love you.

Enid, thank you for always being there to rush us when we are too slow. Don't worry, we won't get upset about it. We understand and accept everyone for who they really are, and that's you. And we definitely love everything of you, including the rushing part. Thank you for being such a great partner during English lesson. I'm really happy to meet you in my life. The day I met you, is the day when I first see such a hard working girl. Don't worry, girl, your hard work will eventually be paid off. All the very best !

Sarah, though we may have been through unhappy times together, but yeah. This is our last few weeks together. Thank you for being to accept who I am, and who I really am. You are also working hard now for your Olevels, I'm pretty sure they will all be paid off when you receive your results. Thank you for the past 2 years, it has been great having to spend time and my 2 years with all of you. All the very best in your long journey ahead, called life. :)

Zhider, though I may just get to know you this year, but yeah, thank you for all your actions that never fail to make Liz and I laugh during lessons. I really wanna advice you to stop fasting and start eating. You've been a very good classmate, always there to crack jokes, and always with your try-to-act-innocent face. Thank you for bringing in so much laughter in every lesson.

Crispan, thank you for your funny jokes, thank you for your smelly smell, thank you for your all amazing tongue dancing, tongue disappearing, "pulling of your lips" ( if you get it ). Thank you for everything. Though you may be a little retarded at times, but I must say, without you, there won't be so much laughter. All the best in your life, joker!

Jungsik, I remember how I know you, I remember. Thank you for being such a great friend when we were in Japan. Thank you for being such a great friend, even now. It is just so amazing how we could get to know each other, even though we come from different part of Singapore. All the best in your life ahead, I'm sure you'll be a successful guy!

Gyan, thank you for helping me in some of the problems which I met in my studies. Thank God for such a smart friend! Most importantly, thank you for making things happen on the 25th June. Yeah, I know you want the credit. Hahahaa. All the best in journey of life after Olevels. We'll see you back in Singapore every year yeah ?? :)

Darren, my best buddy forever. Thank you for always being there to cheer me on, to encourage me. I really wanna thank you for being there when I almost gave up on certain things. You must really work hard for your Olevels alright. Sometimes, when you work really hard for something that you want badly, it will eventually be yours. I'm very sure that you'll be able to achieve good results too!! All the best, buddy!

Fatpig, Hi fatpig, hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi. It is just so amazing that we're talking right now. Do you still remember when we first starting talking on msn when we were in sec1 ? Then we started to text shortly after that. Sec1 and sec2 life was so cute that we didn't dare to talk to each other in real life, or, just even a glance. Till we ended up in the same class in sec3. We still didn't talk much. Miracles happened, and we are where we are right now. Thank you for everything you have done for, even the littlest thing, I'll remember. Thank you for your tolerance all this while. I must say, you're the only one who has the highest tolerance rate towards me. Hehehehehe. Thank you thank you, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. We'll continue walking together, hand in hand, even after graduation. (I'll tell you more privately) ♥

I hope I have not missed out anyone, but if I did, I'm really sorry for that.

THANK YOU ALL, FOR THE MOST WONDERFUL 2 YEARS.

*Hugs & Kisses*

Chapter 893: Dearest Loveon25th.

2011-08-14T18:14:00.002+08:00

When my bestfriend becomes a great part in my life.

Until today, I still remember how I once told all of my friends I'll never get together with you. I still remember how everyone used to tease us. I still remember how I always share with you about another one. I still remember how I never understood why you just didn't like one of your friends because he was trying to get near me. I still remember how the both of us said that it was impossible for us to get together.

Until today, I also remember how everyone was so not surprised when we got together. I remember how people went, " FINALLY " when we got together. I still remember how each and every wishes from the closed ones made me so touch. I still remember how happy my friends were.

When we were bestfriends, we hardly talk. We're like strangers in real life, but the best of friends when it comes to the cyber world. We're always texting 24/7, excluding our sleeping time. We share everything that happened. It feels weird when we're not texting. "Nicolehanyongqi's law" , "Blue tmr ~ " , "Noobshitz" , do you still remember ? :)

When we at last landed in the same class, it was awkward at the start. Then we started talking everyday, every single day, you'll have to disturb me. Just like a routine. Best friend was still what we were. No doubt, everyone was teasing us, but we still stood strong as bestfriend.

"Bestfriend" only lasted us for 6 months in 2010..........

1st month : Things were so nice. We thought time was passing so fast. I cannot deny that I felt weird having one more person in my life. But things still went on pretty fine. We were happy with each other, with our life. Everyone around us was supporting us, in one way or another. We loved each other.

2nd month : When I got used to having another person important in my life, we went on very well. We laughed all day, we enjoy seeing each other, we had fun. It just seems like we're living in heaven, so happy every single day. We loved each other.

3rd month : It was already September. Yes, so fast. I remember how you always tell me that you like having our private time, not having anyone else with us. But I never understand why, and always insist that "the more the merrier" . However, the very nice you will always compromise and give me what I want. We loved each other.

4th month : Happy 4th Loveon25th! Thats what we would always do on every 25th. You wished on that day that we'll be together forever when the clock strikes 11:11pm. We thought 4 months was long, but we wanted it to last even longer, because we loved each other.

5th month : It was the fifth time we're counting. This was the month when we were separated for nearly 10 days due to our immersion programme. However, we stood strong. We missed each other, and only one text could be sent everyday. We made an effort to be on msn every night when I was in Japan. For all we've done, because we loved each other.

6th month : Life was good, with each other by the side now. We had our 6th Loveon25th together, till late at night, do you remember. We always enjoy the time we spend together, because we loved each other.

7th month : We embarked on our secondary 4 life. But nothing changes, we're still happy as before, or even happier. Now that we've ended our holidays, we get to see each other everyday. Teacher has decided to separate us, so far away. She said that we can't be put close to each other. But, we're still not separated, no matter how far she placed us. For a very simple reason, we loved each other.

8th month : It was Loveon25th again, even before we realised. We thought time really passed very fast, because we're enjoying ourselves too much. We loved each other.

9th month : Something not very pleasant happened. That was the first Loveon25th that was not even happy.

10th month : It was again a happy occasion. I thank you for loving me, not tolerating me. I love you for all the things you've done for me. Life would not have been so happy if the days wasn't spent with you. We loved each as much as 25th June 2010.

11th month : We realised the change in each other. Thank you for changing me in one way or another. Thanks for pampering me, just like a princess. Many things have happened, happy or sad, we're still standing strong. We loved each other.

12th month : The night was memorable with everyone who loves us and everyone whom we love. Most importantly, with the presence of each other. The night of happiness was shared with each and everyone of the awesome girls and guys we met. We've came so far, 12 months. We loved each other.

13th month : We're still happily standing together. Though we do not have the luxury to be with each other every single day, but the time when we're able to spend together, we made full use of it, we treasure the time. We loved each other.

This is so far we've come through. We loved each other, and we're still loving each other. We do not know what will happen next. But, let me assure you, we would just have to treasure all the time we have together now. We will not look back and regret. We should always look back, smiling at how much memories we have together. We should always look back, smiling at all the happy times we spend together. We still have a very long way to go. Many Loveon25th to count. Many multiple of 12s to celebrate with the same group of awesome people.

Thanks for loving me, now till the end. ♥

Chapter 892 : Longing,

2011-07-31T20:25:00.002+08:00

To find someone who is true to you, is it so hard ?

Chapter 891: Taking a love break.

2011-07-28T10:29:00.002+08:00

Goodmorning everyone. This sick bird is here to update her pinky sweetie blog. I'm not feeling very well today, hence decided that I should take a break from school, hehehehe. So, while everyone is having fun in school, I shall not waste time, and update this site.

So, not long ago, it was Racial Harmony Day! It was so fun, everyone was so pretty and handsome. Anyway, I feel so happy about having to dress up and enjoy the last year of Racial Harmony Day in CCKSS. Hehehehehe. Anyway, let me show you pictures okay. See my pretty girls and my cutie boy. :)

( Girls and Boys of my class who are always laughing, playing, disturbing, having fun. )

( Pretty piggy. )

( Bestfriend forevery. Hehehehe. )

( All the girls of class 4/8. )

( All the boys of class 4/8. )

Class 4/8 has always been such a lively class, be it in a good or bad way. Though not everyone in the class are close to one another, but after all, we're of the same class. We're a family, a big family. And in our big family, like every other families, we have our small families, with those whom we're closer to. We have our own group of friends, whom we all share our thoughts and feelings with. All in all, I thank 4/8 for the wonderful time we had and will be having. It has been great, knowing each and everyone of you. Whether anot you have a great impact in my life, I'll remember you, everyone of you.

Do you guys still remember....

( Racial Harmony Day, 2010 )

( Racial Harmony Day, 2011 )

Heheheheheheeehehehhehehehehehehhe. Definitely, not forgetting my fatty fat boy. Hehehehe.

( Love you so muchie, fatty fat boy. ♥ )

Anyway, one of the Saturdays after our Physics lesson, our sweetest CQL decided that we will have some nice photographs taken. Hehe, love her so much, take a look at the pretty pictures. Though the model no pretty ):

Hehehehe, alright, I shall go off now. Ending off with.........................

Chapter 890 : True ; Heartfelt ; Feelings

2011-07-22T21:48:00.002+08:00

I'm not a girl who has a metal heart. I used to complain a lot, and a lot of people complains that I'm complaining a lot. I've looked at myself many times, many many times. And I've finally decided to stop my complaints.

Anyway, things have been changing these days, did you realise ?

Chapter 889: Yesterday,

2011-07-16T15:53:00.003+08:00

I dislike seeing people so sad, and trying to act like their the happiest person on earth. If you wanna cry, I'll cry with you. It hurts so much seeing you trying to be strong when inside your heart, you dying. It's never wrong, NEVER WRONG to feel sad, to get so affected, to fall as you walk through life. But it's very wrong if you dontwanna face it. It's very wrong when you try to escape from being hurt, from falling down, and convincing yourself that you're happy. Don't forget that life gives you different experiences, happy and unhappy ones. And life gives you all these to make you a better person, to give you an opportunity to grow.

It seems like yesterday when I saw you being happy, and then now you're just so lost. I remember how you used to be so independent, till you meet him. He became your world and you became the most dependent girl I've ever met. You guys quarrelled, you guys cried, you guys didn't want separation. But now, you guys are separated. You're learning to be independent all over again. You're learning to find security again. You're learning to move on again. You're learning to smile again. You're looking for your reason for life all over again. I've seen you going through all the happy times, and all the unhappy times. I've seen you laugh to tears while talking to him. I've seen you crying as you begged him to stay. I've seen you give up. Things are just going to be much better tomorrow alright. It's never wrong to fall as you walk through life, remember to pick yourself up. It's a valuable lesson learnt in your life. Remember all those great memories, bring with you all the lessons learnt. It'll make you stronger, it'll make you a better person. I love you, even when I haven't met you. <3

Chapter 888: Life's much more beautiful than we could have ever thought it will be,

2011-07-14T19:13:00.003+08:00

I am a girl who cry when I fall, a girl who cry when I feel hurt.

Thank you very much for making me cry at times. Thank you very much for making fall. Thank you very much for making me feel hurt. Thank you very much for making me feel so angry. Thank you for making me feel so upset. Thank you for making me feel so disappointed. Thank you for making me feel so helpless. Thank you very much for making feel like I'm nothing. I appreciate all, and I never blamed you.

Through these crying, falling, hurting, anger, unhappiness, disappointment, helplessness, I've grown. I learnt to pick myself up. I've learnt to be strong. I've learnt to be carry on with my journey. I've learnt to be brave. I've learnt to tolerate. I've learnt to cry, out my heart.

I may not be a strong girl. I am definitely not a strong girl. But, I'm learning, I'm still learning to be a strong girl. I need to be a strong girl, to face everything that is waiting ahead for me. This is life, and life is never be filled with only successes and happiness. Life makes you fall, to make you learn. Life makes you cry, to make you smile. Life show the worst side of you, to bring the best out of you.

Life has been making me cry, I believe Life is trying to teach me to smile.

Life has been making me fall, I believe Life is trying to make me learn.

I will be a strong girl, I will.

*I think I sound super emo, but dontworry, I'm not!!!*

Chapter 887: Happiness comes from within,

2011-07-13T22:37:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! I'm back here at this pretty space, uploading some pictures taken a few days back when I went to the railway with some very cool people in my life. ♥ Most of the people who went have been real good people to me, be it making me laugh, or cry. Mend my heart or break my heart. It is definitely because of them, that's why I am here today, being who I am.

Friendship. Friendship may be the easiest to maintain, at the same time, the hardest to maintain. To me, friendship is one of the things that I believe could probably last a long time. However, many times, we realise that our friends come and go. We make friends, but may not be real. In fact, I believe that friendship is only sustainable if both parties are willing to sacrifice. After all, it takes two hands to clap, yeah? :)

Part of the group. Thanks all, for making yourself available on that day. I hope you had had fun, just like me. If you didn't I do apologise for making you guys waste your time to make your way down. :)

I want us to smile like that till we get old. I want us to be as happy as we were. I want many things. But after all, I can't do all these all by myself. And I can't expect everything I want to happen. This is life, we ought to face unhappiness. We will not be afraid to do so, yeah ? We're brave, we're strong, together. From the day we made the promise, I told myself to stand strong, to be strong and to stay strong, no matter what happens. I hope it goes to you too. No matter what happens, life's much beautiful than you think, fatpig. Because from 25th June 2010, you're assured that you'll always be in someone's heart, even when the whole world has decided to forget about you. ♥

I'm a girl who is full of imperfections. I may not be able to please everyone. I may not be happy with the way I am. I'm a girl who never believe in myself, never believe that I will make it. I'm a girl who thinks a lot. I'm a girl who will give in everything for everyone. I'm a girl who is whiny. I'm a girl who is so imperfect. Will you still love me ? I know my Heavenly God do. ♥

Chapter 886: 25th, the beginning.

2011-07-07T20:42:00.004+08:00

(Though it has been sometime ago, but just let me do it k!!)

On 25th June 2010, we made a promise.

On 25th June 2011, we're here together again, hand in hand. Our promise still stays.

The day we've long awaited for finally arrived. After all the planning and preparation done by almost everyone, the day finally arrived. It is a day of celebration, a day which everyone have fun, and a day we shall all remember.

The girl who has been with me since secondary one.

The girl who has always been there for me, even when my tears drop.

The group of girls who have been walking closely with me through the one year.

The group of girls who have been supporting me through the one year.

The group of boys and girls who never failed to have fun together.

The group of boys and girls who are just so lovely, so cute, so handsome, so pretty.

The boy whom I called my bestfriend, noobshitz.

The boy whom I'm calling my boyfriend.

This is how far we've been through. We've known each other for dontknow how many donkey years, but after everything, God has decided to place us together. Allow us to have our hearts tied together. Everything began on 25th June 2010, and it will never end. There will never be a happy ending, because it is never going to end.

Thank you every single one for your wishes. Thank you merger clique for your support and time and everything. You guys are the best group of people I've ever met! Most importantly, thank you fatpig, for every single little tiny thing. ♥

I ♥ You.

Chapter 885: Loveon25th,

2011-06-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

Will be back when Lizzy's done with resizing the pictures. :)

Chapter 884: Today, I love you.

2011-06-16T18:35:00.003+08:00

I just have the mood to blog today after so so long. Haha, I doubt anyone will be here looking at my blog. (Oh, I got a stalker who is not very welcomed) Ohyar, nvm, I blog for myself to see only, if there's nobody here. But if you're here, by all means, WELCOME TO THE COOLEST PLACE IN TOWN. heheee.

Life's great now. Better than anything, though the stress level may kill me anytime. Haha, but no problem. I'm working on my Olevels now, hoping to get a result which will not disappoint myself as well as anyone. Life's beautiful, I always believe. I have so many people to love and so many people loving me, I cannot find a reason to complain that life isnt beautiful enough for me. Always believing that life's beautiful, so that your life will be beautiful and so will you.

In this beautiful life, sometimes, I do feel...

I think is normal for me to feel this way, but I never give up as I feel tired, upset, or stressful. I know this is life. Like what everyone says, "Life's full of ups and downs". Yeah, if your life is a bed of roses, then thats not called life. Life brings you through everything. The happy times and the unhappy times. This is how we grow. Through all the happy and unhappy times, we grow grow grow !!!!! Yeah, so for everyone who's going through a tough time in your life : Don't give up hope just because the road now is bumpy. Get through it. As God gives you this bumpy road, He has his way to lead you through, making sure that you'll grow through this experience. So, never say never. Go through, and through this, you'll GROW. :)

And ofcourse, life's so beautiful because I've got the one who never fails to shower me with unconditional love. The one who can laugh with me when I'm happy. The one who can sit there and watch me when I dont feel like talking. The one who can tolerate my complains. The one who go through ups and downs with me. We're nearing the first year, 9 days. Who can be more excited than me, you tell me!!! Ofcourse nobody lar. Nobody knows what happened through this 12 months, nobody experience what we really experienced. Through this 12 months, I really understood what it meant by unconditional love. Even when times I cried badly at night, I know there's still one happypill out who I will still smile when I see him the next day. This is how great he is. The best part of my life,

Alright, for the moment, I shall end. Thanks for your time. byebye, wo ai ni!!!!!

Chapter 883: After a long long break.

2011-05-14T07:22:00.002+08:00

Life has been pretty much different now, from the last time I updated. How many months already?? Have been really busy with school this year, like really busy. No 4.30pm, no go home that kind of things. Every teacher starts seeing us as robots who can just sit there and listen to them from 8am to 4.30pm. I mean like, sometimes, I just sit there, without anything going into my head. Which means, I'm just wasting my precious time in school, right? But then teachers won't bother listening to explanation, they'll just say you're not paying attention, and their scolding will continue to drag on.

I must say that this year, many teachers had made me really start loving to study. But some teachers just irritate me so much. Like to the extreme that every morning when I see the face, it spoils my mood for the rest of the day. K, I shall not reveal that -.- teacher. Whatever.

Just finished my MYE. And got back 3 results ?? I passed my Chemistry okay. To all those who knew I've been failing my Chemistry super badly, I PASSED MY CHEMISTRY FOR THE FUCKING FIRST TIME. Okay. I needa chill a bit, because it's only 7.43am. Hahahaha. And well, I scored an A for my Emath, it's like, I'm ofcourse super happy lar, but then my careless mistakes make me not-to-so-well. Upset. Chinese, yeah. I passed that stupid paper for the first time okay. See, I really did improve k. :)

Alright. Just wanna update a bit of my life with lovely people. Let pictures do the talking for the rest of the post then :)

And last but not least, the most beloved,

From your precious ♥

2011-03-30T23:55:00.002+08:00

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI!

I love you! <3

Chapter 881: Never as much as I do, never.

2011-02-12T23:00:00.001+08:00

I dontlike to wait, I dontwish to wait and I hope I donthave to wait.

Chapter 880: A miracle that never happens.

2011-01-16T15:57:00.002+08:00

Second week of school seems like the second month of school. I feel tired every single day in school, I feel stressed every single day in school. Be it studies or the friends around me. Whatever, its just me lar, I know. I'm pressurizing myself a little to much, so much that you wouldnt believe it when I tell you about me now. I'm very very very sure. So, I laughed in school, but so what. I needed more fun and laughter in my life you know. Feel that my life is so much of a crap now due to Olevels.

Whatever. Did I mention that I've dropped my higher chinese ?? Oh yar, thats one of the happiest moment in my life, I guess ? The moment I knew I could drop, you know my heart literally feels that the burden is off me. Totally man. Had been struggling so much in higher chinese, and now finally they let me drop. They should have done it like 3 years back, so I wouldnt need to suffer so much. NOOOOOBZ.

Kkkkkz. More stress to face next week. All the best, everyone ! :)

Chapter 879: I wanna break free.

2011-01-09T15:04:00.002+08:00

The first week of school, I must say wasn't a happy week for me. Everyday is so tiring and stressful. So, I have decided to update this place weekly instead of daily. O levels' on its way. I can feel it coming near me as the days goes by. I am worried, very very worried. Whatever. I dontwant to crap so much here today.

I dread school.

Chapter 877: 2011, a better year, a better life.

2011-01-01T02:13:00.002+08:00

2010 had been a very nice year for me. Life had been rather good, and things were going on rather smoothly most of the times. I never regretted stepping into year 2010. The best thing had happened to be in 2010. However, after having such a nice year, I know that I'll still have to move on, to another better year ahead. I'm ready, all ready to welcome 2011. I trust with all my heart that 2011 will be a better year than 2010. So, goodbye 2010, Hello 2011 !!

First of all, in 2010, I wanna thank everyone who had made me sad, happy, angry, jealous, or even those who really made me feel like killing you. Because every little part of these make me grow up a little. And when I grow up a little by little, I grow alot alot alot. HEHEHEHEHE. Thanks so much for being part of my life in 2010. I will never forget you ! ♥

Secondly, in 2011, me, like everyone has got new year resolutions... Okayz, here comes my new year resolutions...........

I wanna everyone in the world to taste happypills and be happy !
I want to get good Olevels results, and not get disappointed by it.
I want to pass my re-examination !
I want angels to be around my loved ones all the time to protect them, bless them, and feed them with happy pills everyday !
I want everyone to be healthy!

HEHEHE. I not as greedy as other people lar okay. I have only 5 new year resolutions! :>

However, the most important one is...

Gonna end of this post with a scary face !! :>

Okayz, Happy 2011.

Chapter 876: Sometimes I wonder if you will be the one fighting to keep me.

2010-12-28T22:13:00.003+08:00

A little too lazy to some and update this site. But anyway, HI everyone. 5 more days to school. I feel abit sad that Holidays are over, 2010 is over, and I'm starting on my last year in CCKSS. I am also worried that I will have to stay in this school for another year. I am so worried, FOR DONTKNOW WHY. I'm reluctant to step into the year 2011. I dontwant to take olevels exams, I dontwant to begin everything, all over again... Its kinda scary that another year is going to end just like that. Argh, I'm just too worried for everything lar. WHATEVER. Getting paranoid nowadays. Byez.

Chapter 875: The moment I look back, I remind myself to look ahead again.

2010-12-19T22:43:00.003+08:00

Hi, I'm back here with something again. HAHA. So yar, holiday's ending soon, like very fast. I dont really want the school to start again because I'm afraid to face the books, the homeworks, the tests, the exams, and THE OLEVELS. Idk why, but then I'm super afraid of Olevels. I tell you something. It may be unbelievable, or you may think I'm exaggerating things here, but then, let me tell you, I've been worrying about my Olevels ever since June2010. Its very early lar, I know. But then looking at the subject combination I'm taking, and looking at the results I'm getting, I'm super scared I cant even get out of this green school. I mean it you know, I'm not joking !!!!!!!! But well, if I cant get out of this green school, I have no choice also lar, right ? Cant blame me for having a small brain that cant really absorb much things, yea :>

Okay, well, the next most exciting event thats gonna come up is none other than... CHRISTMAS !!!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. I very excited ley! Haha. Japan peeps are arranging for a meeting on Christmas. YAY. I very happy about it you know. Cant imagine how much we'll start talking about Japan again when we meet up. HAHA. But well, I wont forget to meet Zlk on Christmas. So, probably will be meeting Zlk and Japan peeps on Christmas. How awesome rightz ??? I cant wait for Christmas, like seriously ~~~ I miss last year's Christmas. When I spent my Christmas with my family which God gave me. I mean, my spiritual family. I miss those fun we had, and everything we went through together. But then, nevertheless, I still gonna enjoy Christmas'2010 ! :>

So, Christmas is coming, and New Year is coming ! But then, let me make my Christmas wish before my New Year wish !!! :>

I want bad people to turn into good people.
I want everybody in the whole world to be happy and healthy.
I want everything I wish to come true.

Yay. I have little wishes for Christmas. I want nothing, I mean, I dontwant a thing, but I want to wish for something good for everybody. Something that benefits everybody. Something that makes everyone's life a better one. Something that everyone's wishing for. Something that I hope will eventually come true. HEHEHE. God, my Christmas wish is simple. I dont need any money to make my dreams come true. All I need is Your blessings. I hope You'll bless everyone here on Earth, and let everyone lead a better life on Earth. Thankyou, God.

Okay, so the next thing. Since I've said holiday's ending....... HOW'S YOUR HOMEWORKS GOING ON ??????? HAHA. I've been keeping the promise I made to myself. Which is to start on my work after my Japan trip. So well, I really did do my work after my Japan trip, and I'm almost done with my homeworks already. Not I action lar, but then I need more time than the others for my revision this holiday, you know. If not you may see me not being able to stay in 4/8 next year already lor... HAHAHA. Yar, so I'm like left with 2 out of 12 Emath exercises, 1 Amath exercise, 1 TYS Topic and 2 Chinese writing. Okay lar, actually still got alot, but then I plan to finish all by the end of next week, and hopefully I can manage to finish them, HOPEFULLY. HA.

Ending off here with a shit face. :)

Chapter 874 : Even before you mumbled a word.

2010-12-15T14:54:00.001+08:00

Fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars.

Chapter 873: A million words, in just one picture.

2010-12-13T21:05:00.004+08:00

Best part of 2010 ! ♥

Chapter 872: One and only.

2010-12-12T18:46:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday, ZLK! ♥

Chapter 871: Life is so much happier, and life is moving so much faster than before.

2010-12-09T20:04:00.002+08:00

I want to upload picx in Japan. But then the file is too big, and photobucket is taking forever for me to upload in, and then blogger is not allowing me to upload. So, sorry, you gotta wait !!!! :>

BE RIGHT BACK.

Chapter 870: You're the world, to me.

2010-12-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today.

(via raaainbows, simplynorule)

Chapter 869: I'm missing something.

2010-11-28T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hello everybody, nice to meet you. I am posting this, before I leave for Japan tomorrow. Time check: 4.50pm. I'm not leaving yet, but I'm posting, because I'll be out at night with family for dinner, and it may end up till late at night. So yea, I am happy to be here, because this blog looks so cool and sexy to me. HEHEEHEHHEHEHEHE.

So, my fatpigx has been there for the 2nd day. No doubt, I'm still missing him alot. And he managed to text me last night, wow. Hehehe. Yea, tonight will be texting him as well, let's hope that he'll reply okayzzz. He seemed to be having alot of fun there, and I'm happy for him. Hope that that boy wont get raped by his room mate. HAHAHAHAHAHA. He'll be back like sometime soon, but, I'll be away by then. TSK. Not fair one, right right right right right ? >: Nevermind lar, we'll meet when we're back. Tehee.

So yea, I finished packing my luggage and everything, with the help of mommy. Love her so much. She seemed to be so worried that I cant take the coldness there. Look at my fats, more than enough, Mommy, dontworry, I'll be fine !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :> I'm kinda excited for the weather there, but a little bu she de to leave everyone. I'll be missing so many people there. Haizzzz. But, I hope the trip is going to be fun and enjoyable, with the coolest people. HAHAA. My buddy will be leaving for Japan on the 13th, and he'll be going to Disneysea and Disneyland. NOT FAIR LEEEEEEY. I also want to go.................................. >:

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. Btw, when Fatpigx's not around, there's a bunch of people, who kept me accompanied, and I feel super happy about that. People who never fails to keep my phone vibrating. I love you all sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much !!!! :>

Okay, thats all for you all. Now's the time for my dear Fatpigx! :>

Fatpigx:

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii my dear. 2nd day in Malaysia must be fun right ! Singapore rained so heavily today!!! Went to get my stuffs with family today already, and daddy got my boots for me. You'll see when you see it okay. HAHAHA. I'm eating very well today, no skipping of meals and no starving then eat. I hope you're eating well there too!!!! And, you know, I'm flying off tomorrow already. 7+ hours of flight, if I'm not wrong. I'll have to wake up very early tomorrow. I know you'll say sleep early tonight. Okay, I will I will I will. And................ I'll text you even when I'm at Japan, dontworry. Takecare of yourself. Byebye. ♥

*Loves&Misses*

NHYQ ♥ YOU !

Chapter 868: A tiny missing piece.

2010-11-27T13:56:00.002+08:00

Hi Everyone, Hi Fatpigx! ♥ Ohyea, my dearest Fatpigx left for his Malaysia trip this morning, and by the time he's back, I'll be in Japan. About 2 weeks wont be seeing and contacting each other. And this kinda kill me.

I cried for the whole damn night last night, because I know I need to take re-examination. Blame me for being too dumb lar. HAIZ. I'm like so disappointed in myself, I dropped alot. But, I did give in my best for all, just that I dontknow why, I cant make it at all. I feel very sad. I am very sad. I'm tearing everytime I remember this. And to make it worse, Fatpigx is not around. How sad, very sad. And if you were to see me today, my eyes are damn swollen, and everybody knows it. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzz, I feel so sad about that.

Have a little cramp today, because I didnt have anything for breakfast and had lunch at 2pm. Okay, Fatpigx, I didnt want to starve myself too, but I had no choice. :S I had Japan meeting all the way to 1.30pm, and thats the only time I can get my lunch. Sorry. Feeling kinda tired now, and hoping that my cramps will go away soon, if not it'll kill me super big big big time !!!! >:

Will go and bathe now, and do my homeworks. :>

Byebyez.

Fatpigx:

HI. You've reached Malaysia, I guess. Yea, I'm back home at 1plus, and now is 2pm. Okay, I didnt tell you about me feeling upset yesterday, because I didnt want to spoil your mood for your today's trip. And I hope you did see my text message. You must be happily shopping now, and I hope you had your lunch. Okay, I'm going to bathe and do my homeworks. When you're back, we'll go and get yours done. I miss you, alot. ♥

Chapter 867: All over again.

2010-11-26T21:13:00.008+08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII EVERYBODY. Today's the 26th already. I'm leaving on the 29th. How time flies. When I knew I was going to Japan, it was still like... 1-2 months ago. And... My dearest fatpigx, Seahwanyin, and Sarah will be leaving for their Malaysia and China trip tomorrow.

HEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHE. Whatever. Im like kinda happy, because daddy's gonna come home tomorrow, and Mummy says, we'll be going shopping with daddy for my stuffs on Sunday. Excited you know! Not for the shopping, but excited for daddy's arrival. Happy or what! HAHAHAHA. K lar. I'm going off to continue with my TV.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Fatpigx:

Take care of yourself when you're at Malaysia, and having fun. Dont forget to drink alot of water when you're there, Malaysia's going very very very hot you know! Yaryaryar, dontwant to be black then must apply the sunblock during your long hours of kayaking okay! Have fun when you're at Malaysia okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyz! Must sleep early too yo! :> I'll see you 10++ days later! Takecare & Have Fun! ♥

Chapter 866: Loveon25th.

2010-11-25T20:32:00.003+08:00

This is the 5th of Loveon25th!

HELLO MY DEAREST BOY READING THIS POST! ♥

You must be feeling very........

while reading this post right ? HAHAHAHAHAHA, I know lar. No need to tell me I also know lar. I know everything one, right ? Yar, because I always invade your mind. :>

First of all, we've walked through 5months together. Its not very long, but somehow, time pass super super super fast. You've always been the best companion and partner to me throughout these months. Be it the happy or the unhappy times. Thankyou for standing by me all these while, and being such a great support. And I really want to tell you, I've never regret meeting you in the very first place. Time is never going to stop at only the good time, we're going to move on and continue leading a good life right ! Many more months to come, many more things to overcome. We are the strongest of them all, so, we'll make it through! ♥

Secondly,

Thankyou for all the texts from morning to night.

Thankyou for all the goodnight texts even when I'm asleep.

Thankyou for never blaming me everytime I fall asleep while texting you.

Thankyou for walking me home despite being so super tired.

Thankyou for always listening to me whenever I complain how upset I am.

Thankyou for always being so tolerant.

Thankyou for always being so encouraging.

Thankyou for walking me home late at night.

Thankyou for teaching me how to love and appreciate.

Thankyou for loving me.

Thankyou, for all that you've done.

And so, after reading that, by now, there's a...................................

on your face !!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Lastly,

I luv you. I luv you more. I luv you most. ♥

HAPPY 5TH LOVEON25TH! ♥

Chapter 865: Apparently, you're nothing to XXX

2010-11-23T22:14:00.003+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Pretty baby. I'm so excited to meet CSM. I dontknow why lar, dont ask me why, I missed spending time with her so much. hehehehehhhehe. Yea, so we've like planned out everything, to celebrate her birthday, and hopefully everything goes well alright. 3 years ago, we celebrated her birthday at kbox, and this year, we're going to celebrate it at kbox again. Happy or what sia. Cant wait for that day to come. I'm like more excited for that than Japan trip sia. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH.

Okay. I want to tell you something. I rebonded my hair. And as every cool people who rebonded their hair before, you should know, you'll look weird on the first few days. I super sad when some so uncool people come laughing at my hair and insult it. I know I may not be as pretty as you lar, but you dont need like that one right ???????????? Angry + Sad + Demoralised. I super sad lar. I dont like it okay.

Kiamsad. bye.

Chapter 864: I make a wish. And I wished that this happiness will last, forever.

2010-11-22T19:44:00.003+08:00

Good evening all lovely people in town! I am back here today, very happily, but feeling super tired. HAHAHAAHA. Okay, I've started packing my luggage recently, and I'm kinda bringing quite little clothes compared to the others. Lets just hope that I dont freeze there and die okay. I've gotten some crapz shit, which is kinda a waste of money, but then, mummy insisted that some of the crapz are necessary, so yea, I got them all. :>

I saw this thing, and it cheered me up alot alot alot. I feel like eating these things, and never get diabetes. Yar, right, in your dreams, NHYQ. So, whoever who feels sad, let me tell you okay, you should just look at all these lovely pictures, and sometimes, it really will cheer you up one! In NHYQ, you SHOULD trust, sometimes.

You can call me a weirdo. But then, I always think as what the picture says. So, everybody who loves me, and everyone whom I love, you should BE HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT. You know, life goes on no matter what happens. So, let everything little thing in your everyday life make you happy, but not making you upset. Look at things positively in life, and it really helps to keep you as happy as a happygirl and happyboy.

Ohyar, btw, I've started on my holiday assignments. And I manage to complete 2 of them ley. Good girl or what sia! Ofcourse good girl lar ! Haiyo !!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA. Actually not really lar. I'm afraid I dont have time when I come back from Japan. I am kiasu lar, I know. But then hor, if I not enough time, I panic, I die, you cry. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Okay, whatever, I'm talking more and more nonsensical things now. Kthxbye. :>

PS. THANKYOUMOMMYFOREVERYTHING ♥

Chapter 863: Love is not forever, because forever ends and love never ends.

2010-11-21T12:35:00.002+08:00

I missed my past alot. The times when everyone seemed to be so innocent, no evil kids in my life. All my friends seemed to be the best people in my life, because they're always there to share their food, new pencils, new water bottle with me. And when I was young, I get practically everything I want.

Blahblahblahblahblah. Enough of rantings. Time is running out. I'm left with 8days to Japan trip. I'm kinda excited, kinda not so excited, Idk what I'm feeling lar. But then, I need to get somethings before I leave. And another thing is... I need to complete some homeworks before I leave for this trip. I'm worried about my Olevels. >:

I know its still very early, and I may sound like a idiot nerd saying this, but then, I'm still very worried for my Olevels. >: I needa start well this holiday. And I havent even started my tuition, GOSH. I've contacted my tuition teacher to start my tuition on the second day I return from Japan trip. Hoping I can catch up. :> Okay, whatever, I need to go off now already.

Byebyez. Loveyou. Give you a hug, and a kiss. *muaccccccccccccccks*

Chapter 862: When life gets hard, smile and say "Everything's gonna be alright, soon!"

2010-11-17T11:55:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody. Its 12pm now. YAY. I've been awake for 3 hours, and Im feeeling a little tired now, and I kinda feel like sleeping. This is so shitz. My sister will say that this is the beginning of getting obese. Talking about obesity, you know what. I've gained 2kg over the past 6 months, and then Im going to Japan to get more fats on me, and then I am not very happy about this. I will listen to my sister, by losing a 4 good kilograms, so that I will be able to enjoy my Japan trip, by eating all I want. It kinda make sense huh. YEAH. :>

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I didnt see many people these few days. I mean, I did see alot of strangers when I get out of my house, but then I didnt see many of those that I feel like seeing. And Thank God, I'll be able to see most of them tomorrow. The happiness inside me when I think of the shoots to the highest. happygirlisme.com :> I hope everyone will be able to go tomorrow. So yea, will be sending Qiaoling off tomorrow, early in the morning with the awesome-est people. :>

HEHEHEEHEHEHEHE. I miss Fatpigx. I miss Seah. I miss Liz. I miss Alicia. I miss Qiaoling. I miss Enid. I miss Sarah. I miss you, you, you, & you.

Chapter 861: Me without you is like a fat man without boobs.

2010-11-15T16:48:00.005+08:00

In my life, these are the most awesome people that I've ever met.

I love you, ♥

Chapter 860: I am a girl, a happy one, and you are ? :>

2010-11-13T13:22:00.005+08:00

Hello Everybody. I've ended my Olevels sometime ago, but then I'm only here now, because my photobucket doesnt allow me to load my picx. Anyway, had my haircut not long ago, and I dontknow how to person cut, it was kinda screwed up. Most probably will be going for rebonding next week. Hopefully my school wont ask me to go back so frequently, so I can get my hair done up before Japan trip :> :> :>

Emath & Chemistry lessons.
Japan Meetings.
Daddy's Arrival.
Shopping for Japan trip stuffs.
Get my hair done.
Japan trip :>

Chapter 859: On the way back to love.

2010-11-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

Be back after 10 November. :>

Wish me luck for my Olevels.

*Kisses* *Hugs* *Loves*

Chapter 858: You came when everyone left.

2010-11-07T01:56:00.002+08:00

Goodmorning, everybody. I havent go to bed yet, I'm still awake now. Time check : 1.58am. I'm not very tired, but I am a little tired, thats why I am not sleeping. I am very bored now, I have no entertainments and entertainers. This kinda sucks at time, but then yea, nevermind, this place is always here for me to talk whatever I want and whenever I want. So yea, nicol-ee.blogspot.com, I pity you, but you gotta know that NHYQ is really i-am-a-bored-girl.com now. So, you must save me, and you're saving me by allowing me to crap all I want here, so, whatever, yea, thankyou. I dont really know what I am talking now, but whatever, I'm just telling you how bored I am at such a timing, okay! :>

So what now, everyone's so happy after EOY examinations, and NHYQ is leading a damn super sad life studying for her chinese Olevels. CRAP. I damn no life, I know. Where got people until now still studying one ? No life or no life, right ? But then right, you know what, if I dont study, confirm fail my Chinese lar. Yea, and I told mummy that from tomorrow onwards, I'll bring my revision book with me everywhere I go, just to make sure that I maximize my revision time. Reading wherever I am, whatever. Never call me a nerd, RAH. I'm like, not hoping for A1, but at least, an A2, so that I'll be able to continue with my higher chinese next year, and not waste my 3 damn years being tortured there. But then ah, haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, kinda impossible. Sad life to the maximum, whatever.

Haiyar. My back ah, is aching my madpigx now. I've been in a not lying down, and not sitting down position for like 4 hours ?! I think my back is gonna break soon. I hope my back better wont make the "CRACKING" sound with I stretch later, if not its gonna be damn annoying. RAH. Whatever. Enough of my rants and crapz. I wanna go and entertain myself. BYEZ. *Kisses*

Chapter 857: Back at one, baby.

2010-11-04T12:40:00.002+08:00

I will be happy, with you.

Chapter 856: A happygirl, without a happyworld.

2010-11-01T20:07:00.005+08:00

I cant be unhappy. I cant get upset. I cant worry. I cant get angry. I cant scold. I cant swear. I cant get jealous. I cant be sad. I cant be disappointed. I cant feel lost. I cant be troubled. I cant get depressed. I cant feel helpless. I cant cry. I cant scream. I cant throw tantrum.

I am not a robot, that only experiences happiness.

Chapter 855: It is to be felt, not told.

2010-10-31T22:45:00.001+08:00

If you choose to lie, that'll be our goodbye.

Chapter 854: I wonder what run through your mind everytime my eyes meet yours.

2010-10-29T20:20:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello everybody. I havent been here for quite sometime eh. But then nevermind, see, now I am here. :>

Back from 3D2N camp. And it was a total disappointment. I dontlike, I dont enjoy the camp at all. The instructors were mainly always with their own friends. No only I complained about it okay, many many people also said that okay. But then yea, I still enjoyed the companion with the class and the most awesome clique ever. Yes, I wasn't feeling well throughout the camp. I wanna thank my most awesome clique, classmates, and my loveliest fatpigx for the care and concern throughout the 3D2N! ♥♥♥

Next, we're embarking on our holidays. How awesome right ? NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Because holidays are going to be boring, very super boring. And, yes, I'll try my best not to skip the bridging, but then hor, heard from people, for the preparation for the Japan trip ah, we need to skip the bridging ley. Like, so walao eh. I scared I fail my Olevels lar, damn it. RAH. I hope teachers and school have some sense to not let us skip our bridging. I'll love you a little more, CCKSS. :>

Fatty's playing his game, dontknow what game lar. But then he's playing it, and has been playing whole day. LOL. Dontknow whats so nice hor. HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. RAH. Nevermind lar, whatever. Bye :>

Chapter 853: If one day I know whats love, its because of you.

2010-10-23T07:50:00.003+08:00

Hi Readers!! Its 7.53am now, on a Saturday. Everyone should be still be sleeping now, or some, who havent even slept. But then, I'm already awake! Had a super uncomfortable Friday yesterday, due to my high fever. I slept throughout the day for yesterday, which made me unable to sleep last night. Still, I forced myself to sleep for 3 hours, and woke up at 7am! :>

Ohyar, I really enjoyed dragonboating alot on Thursday, and its plain AWESOME. But then, the sufferings of fever, sorethroat, flu and backache after that isn't that awesome huh. I cant wait for next Thursday's dragon boating again! Imagine the fun we're going to have on the last day of school makes me go WOWEEEEEEEEEEEE ~

Camp on Monday. I'm excited, I believe, with three-eight, we're going to have lots and lots of fun there! But then ah, if I were to scream and embarrass myself on the high elements, PLEASE DONT LAUGH AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAH. Kayaking and stuffs, I hope I dont embarrass myself too!! Most importantly, I'm hoping that I can recover from my terrible sore throat and backache first. If not I'm sure going to suffer during camp >:

Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkz, thats all I wanna say. Byebye. :>

Chapter 852: Sing a love song.

2010-10-18T18:42:00.003+08:00

Hello Readers, hello rockers. I got back my papers today, and it was really shitty. And I've much predicted it to be so shitty. My only hope is on my Physics now, I hope I pass, really just hoping for a pass to save my Sciences. HA. I'm not very sad when I know I failed my Chemistry, because I knew I was going to fail even before I take the paper. So, yes, better to be prepared yea :>

So, I guess we would be getting back out Amath, Emath, Physics, Chinese and perhaps SS tomorrow. Not much worries for Amath, because I know I wont do well. Others, I pray that it'll turn out fine okay. RAH. I really dont like taking back my papers, and feel my heart sinking, when I'm still smiling and laughing away in class. The feeling totally....................................... I just dont like it lar okay. I just want to get all back and get over the shitty results and have fun, play, eat, laugh, all the way :>

I'm looking forward to dragon boating this Thursday. I hope everything will be nice and fun. And I hope I dont die due to tiredness. HEHEHHEHEHEHE. Wait, NHYQ is not weak right ? Yes, everybody knows that ! :> Hooooooooooooray for that! :>

Okayz, byebyez. :>

Chapter 851: You make me wanna sing.

2010-10-17T14:40:00.002+08:00

Goodafternoon, everybody! :>

A brand new look, a brand new start. YAY. I'm thinking of changing my URL too. Loveon25th.blogspot.com ? :> YAY. I like I like. But, I'm still thinking about it, because it'll be troublesome for people to relink and stuffs. Ohyar, are we really going to get back our papers tomorrow ? I dontwant ley. Like that I cannot enjoy myself already. I mean like, the results' sure gonna bring my mood go down down down. I dontwant to know my results larrrrrrrr. Fattybeetchyassyhole. RAH.

Kkkkkkkkkkkz. I wanna go off already. BYEBYEz :>

Chapter 850: I whisper the truth.

2010-10-16T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hello. Today feels like a Sunday to me. And I told mommy I need to wake up at 6.30am tomorrow. Die lar. I'm going crazy, because I've too much time after examinations. HAHAHHAHAHAHA. Okayz, back to a "home" where I belonged and belong. Feel so great to be back there. Guess I'll be back there again next week ! :> Feel so happy now! :>

Happygirlisnicolehanyongqi. Byez. :>

Chapter 849: For everytime you looked away, my heart sank a little.

2010-10-15T11:30:00.001+08:00

Love on 25th.

♥

Chapter 848: Happy friends are all I need, and I've got them all with me.

2010-10-14T10:46:00.002+08:00

Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for the END OF EOY ! :>

Finally finally and finally, the torture is over, and its time to party ~

Haha. I had so much fun with the 10 other people yesterday. It was really awesome. Despite all the injuries, and pain, its worth it, because we had so so so much fun! :> Went off to Eastcoast after Chemistry paper, and we went WOWEE high there, and yeah, CYCLE CYCLE CYCLE. I love the double bike like so ohmygod! You know why, because... The person sitting behind doesnt need to cycle at all~ Hahaha, no lar, BUT, I got cycle okay, I really did !!!!!! :>:>:>:>:>:>

I want to go again........................................................................................................

PS/ My legs are literally breaking, soon >:

Kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkz, let me end off with ..................................................................

Fuckedupface :>

Chapter 847: Take me away, to that secret place.

2010-10-09T22:22:00.003+08:00

Okay, 4 more days a torture, including Sunday and we're done. I really cannot wait for the moment that teacher is going to collect my final paper. I cannot wait for the whole hall to scream for joy, like how my past year class had always been doing. I wanna play and have fun, so much. I dontwant to be sucha nerd doing my revision everyday. I wanna sleep whole day, play whole day, eat whole day, and have fun!

13 October, I'm waiting for you :>

Chapter 846: It hurts seeing how you are now.

2010-10-03T10:53:00.002+08:00

I'm fine, but I cried.

Chapter 845: When I call upon you, I always wish you were there for me.

2010-09-27T17:35:00.002+08:00

I hope that I'm not falling sick, and I really mean it. End of year is like really near, and I dontwant to fall sick at this time. Daddy, please bless me. And, I think I'm like mad hating the weather to be cooling sometimes, because it makes me sneeze like a mad cow. I dontlike it. So uncomfortable. RAH. Okay, all the best for end of year. I'll be back after that :>

Chapter 844: Loveon25th.

2010-09-25T08:58:00.003+08:00

Happy 3rd to my dearest Fatpigx.

Many many 25th to go,

Love you, alot ♥

Chapter 843: What do I mean to you...?

2010-09-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

If you have realised, things aren't the same anymore. Its like, I see you, I know who you are, HI, and then BYE. So, whats the point of all these? Moreover, I'm doing for the sake of doing it, which I seriously dont really like it. BLAH. Its so hard. Nobody said that its going to be easy, but I never expected it to be so hard. This is so bad. I mean like, I would like to know, what do I actually mean to you or rather, what do you see me as? I would truly like to know your thoughts and your feelings. RAH.

EOY's coming really soonx.

I am so not happie.

Bye.

Chapter 842: Once upon a time, when we met.

2010-09-18T15:04:00.002+08:00

Hi. Have you like started on your EOY revision? :>

I know its very hard to get your butts down and just study for the whole day, but I guess, its really time to start before everything gets too late yo! Yes, actions speaks louder than words. I'll start later, and I really will. Completing my homeworks first, then I'll start my revision already, baby. :>

Once I've cleared my EOY, it'll be time for me to work on my blog all over again. I'll have a make over for my blog, yay! New URL, new blogskin, new colour, new picx. YAY. Stay tune to check out the difference yea ? :>

Okayz, till here. BYEZ.

Chapter 841: Every goodbye comes with a new hello in life.

2010-09-13T20:00:00.003+08:00

Monday bluezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Nope, I guess I never experience that. :>
Anyway, Im having problem with photobucket. I just cant cant seem to get to that website, and all my photos are in it. Kinda sad, but then, nevermind, I still got my pictures ^^ YAY.

Okay. My laptop is giving me problem. I will blog soon :>

Chapter 840: Its not being in love that makes me happy, its being in love with you that makes me a happier girl.

2010-09-11T10:35:00.002+08:00

Hi. I am kinda sick and tired of this place. But then to think of it, its the 840th post already, I dontwanna stop it here and everything's gone. Guess what, holiday has been damn busy and tiring. Its as if Im having my school days everyday. I-Am-So-Tired. BLAH.

Monday- Back to M'sia.

Tuesday- Back in school.

Wednesday- Back in school.

Thursday- Back in school, back in M'sia.

Friday- Out with Fatpigx.

Saturday- Idk what to do, but I gotta force myself to do my pathetic Chemistry paper. ):

Things to do:

Cut my hair.
Get my shoes.
Read Neng Shuo De Mi Mi
Do my Chemistry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Daddy's gonna leave for Korea tomorrow night. To think of it, I feel so sad. Three weeks may seem to pass very fast, but somehow, it seem to me to be so long. Daddy's gonna be back in three week's time, and then off he go again to Korea. Somehow, I just think that, they should send other people there but not Daddy. Ok. Whatever it is, All the best, Daddy. We'll all miss you.

Okay. I dontwant to talk anymore.

Fatgirl's hungry. Bye.

Chapter 839: Applaud for the Great.

2010-09-07T20:28:00.002+08:00

Hi. I am a fatgirl. I have been eating alot. And I dislike myself for being fat. I'm sorry if I stand beside you and start pushing you, I hope you'll forgive me. Because, somethings are just unavoidable. Just look at my size, I hope you understand why I'll bang into you. And if I walk past you, I hope you'll give me some space to walk. Im not being arrogant, because I dontwant myself to hit you in anyway. You know, I've been eating alot lately, Im afraid I cant slim down. I've grown fatter, and thats the fact that YOU got to accept. I hope you'll still love me like before. :>

Chapter 838: A world of love.

2010-09-04T15:27:00.005+08:00

Hello Everybody. It has been like a few days since I updated this lovely place yea? HAHA. TGIS! Finally we've reached Saturday once again. And btw, its SEPTEMBER ALREADY :> August had been a funfilled and busy month. Idk why, but everyday seems to pass so fast, and having so many things happening. Though it has been one of the most tiring month, but then, yea, I had alot of fun in August and most importantly, HAPPINESS FILLS ME IN AUGUST. :> I Love August. I Love Threeeight! :>

Okay, so........................................................................................................

Went for some concert at Seah's church on one of the days, which I have forgotten which. Went there with Alicia, Sarah, Jaya, Liz, Addison, Seah & Fatpigx. Not bad. I kind of miss Hope after being there. But then, yea, HAHAHAHAHHAHA. :>

It was an awesome night spent with the most awesome people in the world. Really, laughters filled us. Despite being very very very tired, so tired that we all almost died on the train, but yea, Thanks guys for the super wonderful night :>

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Next next next, the most exciting moment of every year. :> Nicole Han Yong Qi Turns 15, Baby. :> Im no longer a small girl okay, STOP CALLING ME SMALL GIRL See, I'm 15! I've grown up. Im not childish ( I hope I'm not ). I've grown up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :> Thanks so much to all lovely people out there who wished me, gave me prezzies, I really appreciate them alot alot :> Its the sincerity that counts. Extreme mega loves to all of you !!! :>

Nicole Han Yong Qi has grown up. She'll be a more independent girl. She'll learn to be a better girl. She'll be happier. She'll treasure life. She'll love her life. She'll face everything bravely. She'll be more secure. She'll be a brighter girl. She'll be there for all of you. She'll love you. She'll be the one who faces her own problem, and not running away from them. She'll make sure she gives happy pills to all of you. She love you. :>

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Lastly, yesterday's the last of term 3. HOW TIME FLIES.

Check out some cool picx taken by Sismance! :>

YAY. We're done with 3/4 of our secondary three life in a blink of an eye. The past three months had been enjoyable, and fun. I really hope that we'll be able to stay as this, even after leaving this green school. :>

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Lastly, we've gotten our Examination timetable. And, yea, starting revision tonight. If not I wont be able to make it. And I really gotta say that, Im damn dumb in Chemistry, and I need help from some pros. So, if you're pro enough to teach me Chemistry and make sure I pass my Chemistry with at least a B4 for my EOY, please contact me at ****2909 :> HEHEHE. Look for me in Facebook :> THANKYOUVERYMUCH :>

PS. All picx are from Jaya, Liz and Sarah. Thanks so much for the picx :>

Chapter 837: Oh pretty baby.

2010-09-03T23:36:00.002+08:00

A proper & long post tomorrow. Pinky promise. :>

Chapter 836: A brighter day.

2010-08-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hello Darling. I shall not mention who you are, since everyone dont need to know. Anyway, Darling, cheerup okay. Everything will be alright. Everyone leads a life full of ups and downs. We always need to face all these challenges and obstacles in life, in order to grow. Dont get too stressed up over these things alright. Face the challenges strong and bold, you'll be able to defeat them. Cheerup, because I love you ;>

Chapter 835: We're all living in a world of lies.

2010-08-28T11:25:00.002+08:00

Hello Everybody. Its again Saturday, and yours truly is back here updating this lovely place (:

Another week to go, and we'll be having our term break, AGAIN. Yes, I know, time flies, we're going to end our secondary three life very soon. BLAH. I kind of love secondary three life, because I live with a class full of joy, laughter and fun. I love being with my class alot, because they're awesome :D HAHAHAHAHA. But, before we go end our secondary three life, we'll have to face the most cruel and scary time, EOY examinations. I dontlike that one ! :S

BLAH. Yes, gonna start on my revision and stop procrastinating much. I'll die hard this time if I continue to procrastinate. I need someone to get to tons and tons of food, put them all in my room, with tons and tons of Minute Maid Orange Juice, and I'll be able to study for days without leaving my room :> Any kind souls out there willing to get me all I want ? :> HEEEEEEEE.

Congratulations to Mr.Fatpigx for being able to wake up early today despite sleeping late last night, and having to force yourself to wake up early this morning :> Continue to put in the little effort to wake up early. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEEH. :D

Chapter 834: Two is better than one.

2010-08-25T22:00:00.002+08:00

(Did you see yourself up there ? :>)

Dear Fatpigx,

Thankyou for entertaining my not-funny-at-all jokes, my craps, my nonsense and everything. I know it very very well that this girl, Nicolehanyongqi is not at all an easy girl. 2 months had passed, very fast. Many things in my mind which Im supposed to thank you. Yes, but then, it will take forever for me to list them all out. So yea, my greatest gratitude to you! (: Btw, thanks for the video, yea, I saw it, Thankyouvery much. And, we still have a long long way ahead of us, many things to come. So, persevere on alright, my dear! :>

Most importantly,

Lastly, Happy 2nd ! ♥

With lotsaloves,

Nicolehanyongqi :>

Chapter 833: Sweet little princess,

2010-08-24T22:38:00.002+08:00

I am a dreamer. I wanna to proceed on to the best part of my life, dream.

Goodnightx, toodles. :>

Chapter 832: The truth that always hurt.

2010-08-23T20:11:00.002+08:00

Thats a fucking lie.

Chapter 831: Love's greatest gift is its ability to make everything it touches sacred.

2010-08-22T10:50:00.003+08:00

Goodmorning Everyone.

Date check : 22nd August 2010.

Day check: Sunday.

Time check: 10.55am.

My mummy's getting cuter nowadays. In the past, she'll keep asking me to cut my hair because my hair's touching my eyebrows, and she doesnt like it. But now, my hair's literally poking my eyes, and I wanna cut my hair, she ask me not to cut it so early. Whats up with her, seriously ? BLAH. I've been waiting for very very very long since the day I said I wanna cut my hair. I gonna get it snipped off by next week, and I really mean it. Its getting more and more uncomfortable and Im getting puffy eyes because my hair keep poking my eyes, and I'll have the tendency to rub my eyes because its so uncomfortable, and which cause me to have puffy eyes. But then, I'm kinda hoping that the hairdresser dont screw my hair up, if not I gonna screw hers up too :)

Lessons begin again tomorrow. Okay, Im looking forward to school tomorrow, because its Darling's birthday tomorrow. However, on another hand, Im not looking forward to school tomorrow, because there's Amaths test tomorrow. I feel so sad when I think of Amaths. I cannot remember all those thingy ): Nevermind, I shall study for long hours later on after my golf. I hope I dont get too tired that I'll just lie dead on my bed after golf later. HEHE. You-know-I-always-do-that. (:

And, I wanna tell you all that I ♥ cheesy hotdogs. OMGOMGOMGOMG. I wanna get some like NOW. They're really awesome, and the cheese. WTF. I ♥ cheesy hotdogs alot alot alot alot. HEHEHEHHEHEHEEHHE.

OKAY. STOP. I. WILL. STOP. (:

3 more days, Fatpigx. ♥

Chapter 830: You be the prince while I be the princess.

2010-08-21T11:38:00.003+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY. Hmmm, as promised from the previous post, I'll do a proper post the next one. Supposedly, I should have already posted yesterday, but then, I was too tired yesterday to even touch the laptop, hence Im doing it now, today :) School has been fun, busy, tiring and stressful. Have been being a good girl, trying to do all my homeworks nowadays, I mean, REALLY. I stayed up till 1am that day just to get my Chemistry and Physics completed okayyy. School has been fun because CCA days has been days that we spent outside of school, and, not bad, quite fun, but both days are the most tiring days of the week.

Went for YOG women soccer match ( Papua New Guinea VS Turkey ). It was quite boring when we first started, and I can really say that I wasnt even concentrating on the match. Just anyhow anyhow cheered. Eat alot with my CCAmates and yea, took picx, and enjoyed ourselves there. But then, overall, the match was not bad, at least managed to watch one of the matches on live for the YOG yea, :)

Yesterday, went for paintball game with CCA again. I really pity those who got hit by the paint ball, it literally turn blueblack. It was really really painful, and, yes, I got hit at my eyes. DAMN YOU. Whatever. Its okay, not very very fun that kind, but then, well, still not bad.

Awesome CCA days with the awesome people. :>

( More pictures can be found on Facebook. )

I'm looking forward to holidays, but, can I skip everything in between? I mean, even skipping my birthday. Seeing that examinations are so super near, I dont even have the mood for my birthday lar, SERIOUSLY. I wanna get over all these fear for examinations, and do as well as how I did in my lower secondary. Its like, I really did study just like how I studied in my lower secondary life, or I should say I even studied more than how I used to study, but then I just cannot get the results which I used to always get. Mummy, I need some pig brain, I MEAN IT ): I dontwant to get all these results lar, like seriously. BLAAAAAAAH. I hate Chemistry :(

PS. That fatpigx who says that he's gonna wake up at 11 is still sleeping at 12.30pm. RAAAAAAAH.

Chapter 829: I love XXX

2010-08-19T22:18:00.002+08:00

Okay. Im here because my blog seems dead. But I donthave time now.

So, a proper update tmr okay, with YOG picx. Pinky promise. :>

Fatme need some sleep >:

Chapter 828: It all worths more than you've ever expected.

2010-08-16T20:15:00.001+08:00

Hello Everybody. How had your life been ? Awesome ? Nice ? Enjoyable ? Lovely ??????????? Life's awesome, people! You know, I'm like kind of motivated to study nowadays, I dontknow why. At first, I forced myself to study, but now, I've got more motivation, and I got my butt down everyday to study and do my homeworks. Hehe. Happygirl. :>

And now, let me tell you. I seriously hate Amaths more and more, because I really dont understand a single shitz, when others can just get the answers so easily. Feel like killing myself for being sucha noob, or I should say for being so stupid. BLAHBLAHBLAH. I hate Amaths I hate Amaths I hate Amaths I hate Amaths. I hope I can just throw Amaths aside and never get to touch it ever again in my entire life. I hate you I hate you I hate you ! BLAAAAAAAAH.

Hello Babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey~ It has been a long 8 months since we separated class. And I miss having you in class so so so much. When I can always say, " EH CHUA, GO TOILET!" And perhaps we'll be in there for a period or so. I hope life has been awesome for you. And, I have seen you grown pretty much from last year you know! And, you are getting prettier and prettier. Tsk. HEEEEEE. I really missed the times we spend together alot. I hope we'll be like this forever, and most importantly, you better meet you soon, beetchass. Loveya! ♥

Chapter 827: I wanna love you, as much as you love me.

2010-08-15T23:26:00.001+08:00

Im feeling super shitty and blahblahblah now. Because Im not prepared for my 3 tests tomorrow, because I love Gunbound. Now, shutup and dont disturb me anymore, gunbound. I need to take a break from you and study for my tests tomorrow. Shutup and go to bed, NOW. HEHEHEHE. Btw, I've got a super bullshitz Bf. But then, I love (Bf). Okay, Bye.

Chapter 826: I wanna love you like how you're loving me.

2010-08-14T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hello Everybodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Did some editings to my blogskin. Im getting a little sick of it already. Okay, time check : 9.04pm. Everyone's like watching the YOG opening ceremony, but then, I just finish editing my blogskin, and am going to start on my homeworks soon. HAHA. I wanna do some homeworks today, in case I end up going Malaysia tomorrow.

I'm having 3 tests on Monday. Killer ones. 2 are killer ones, or I should say, all three might kill me. Wtf. I dontwant tests lar. And teachers please stop flooding us with tests, or give us some surprise tests. Its not fun at all you know ): Im sure going to fail 2, I guess. I have no confidence for Chinese and Chemistry, the two Cs. Because I really really dislike the 2 of them. I dont like Chinese and Chemistry. Really really really !!! Someone please let me love them more please. If you're able to make me love them more, I'll love you more, REALLY !!!!!!!

Okay, let me go start on some work first.

Toodlex.

Chapter 825: Is it all about you or me ?

2010-08-12T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hello sweetie.
I want to tell you something. Something very important. I mean, I think its important to me, but then you may think that its crap, so, yea. You can choose whether to read it or not. I'm like, not forcing to read on. You can stop here if you want. So, if you're stopping here, BYE. Takecare, I'll see you again, maybe? :> If not, let me begin ...

You know, some people thinks that I'm one without any moods and feelings. But then, I'm really someone who is just like everyone out there, with different mood and different kind of feelings. Its just that I dontwant to show it out to affect everyone. You know, sometimes, I really chose to be happy despite all the unhappy things I have to face. You know, sometimes, I feel that life sucks, but then I forced myself to face all and everything positively. You know, sometimes, I feel like escaping from everything and everyone, but then I knew that I cannot escape from all these forever. You know, sometimes, I'm really angry, but then I told myself to be in other's shoes, and that makes my anger get off me. You know, sometimes, I'm really sad, but I told myself that I can always choose to be happy in life. You know sometimes, I'm really upset about things, but I just dont show it to anyone. You know, sometimes, I'm really stressed up, but I faced it positively. You know, sometimes, I feel really sick, as if I'm dying soon, but I still told myself to be strong. Its really not about me without any feelings, or moods. Its really because I dontwant to be so self centered, and living in my own world, expecting everyone and everything to go according to my mood and feeling. I dontwant my mood and feeling to affect anything or anyone around me. Because I believe that I should be the one revolving around the world, but not having the whole world revolving around me. There are definitely times when I break down, times when I couldn't hold everything anymore. Yes, I do break down at times. But I dont go around telling anyone, because I know, all I have to do, is to pick myself up from where I fall and not fall again at the same spot. No point going around telling everyone, because I know myself well, I know myself best. I'll learn from anything that makes me fall, so deep. I'm sorry if I sounded too "myself", but I sincerely hope you'll understand.

Blah. I dont feel like continuing my rantings. Its @%$^%$@!^@$!

Bye. (:

Chapter 824: 3 words, 2 people, 1 commitment.

2010-08-09T15:43:00.002+08:00

I looked back at my past posts. I looked back at my msn chatlogs. I looked back at the pictures. I remembered what happened which made me say those things. I remembered what we were discussing about in those chats. I remembered what was happening when we took all those pictures. They're all printed there, as a memory in my world, my life. Time has past, things has changed, but memories takes up a big part in everyone's life. And you, will now live in my memory, till the day I bid goodbye with the world.

Happy Birthday Singapore !

Happy Birthday Keith !

Today is Monday. Today is National Day. Today is a holiday! (:

My birthday is coming in 21 days' time, FOR YOUR INFORMATION. Haha. Yea, doubt this year's birthday is going to be as fun and memorable as last year. Because exams are really near my birthday, so I guess I'll probably be having a great time dating with my books and notes, rather than celebrating my birthday. 25th mark the second month of our commitment. I hope we'll have a great time then, but to think about it, its a Monday you know. We'll have to go to school, AND HAVE AFTERNOON LESSONS AFTER THAT. How sad can life ever get ):

BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.

There are many stalkers on facebook, and its getting scary you know. People talking to you on facebook, I mean those you dont even know at all. They're like some disgusting pervert stalker who talks to young girls, and asking so many things. And whats the best way to get rid of them ?!?!?!!?!?? IGNORE THEIR CHATS AND MESSAGES. Blah. It may not be the best way, but you can try it out yea, babyz ~

HAAHAHAHHAHAHAA. Okays.

I'm going off now, feeling giddy. Dotz.

Bye.

Chapter 823: Because you're too lovely,

2010-08-07T10:07:00.002+08:00

National celebration in school yesterday was crap. Totally crap. Form teacher went out of mind like always and ever, scolding everyone and anyone, including students from other classes. Like, as if their teachers wont scold and need you to scold like that ._. She's really really really getting on our nerves to the very maximum. Whats up with her so fucked up attittude? Picking on everyone and everything that anyone does. Total madness struck her recently. Everyone's like so unhappy with the way she does things and she happily carry on torturing us, and scolding us for all she likes. Why is your life so sad that you have to find all means to torture us ? Mad cow.

I wanna slack badly, and I know I'll do very badly for my EOY. What am I suppose to do now ? I feel the stress, and the pressure. I wanna slack, and I wanna do my work, but I really dontknow how to do. HAIX. Why is life getting more and more sad nowadays ah ? I wanna enjoy life like how I used to without all this stress and pressure and nonsense, when will the time come ever again ? Its like, I'm taking tests knowing that I'll fail very badly, not even a little confidence anymore. I used to be so confident with my work. Even when I didnt study for them, I trust myself that I can do it well, and went on for the tests confidently. Now, no more. Even after studying for days and nights, I will go into class, feeling that I'll fail the tests. I want no more of all these negative feelings, and my past, where confidence overwhelm me!

Nicole Han Yong Qi will get back the confidence she used to have.

Nicole Han Yong Qi will get back the happiness she used to experience.

Nicole Han Yong Qi will get back the fun she used to enjoy.

I will do all of them.

I WANT IT ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !

Chapter 822: A love letter from Yours truly,

2010-08-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

Dear XXX,

Whats wrong with things nowadays ?

Whats happening nowadays ?

I'm sorry, I'll be happier than this.

Goodbye, ♥

Chapter 821: XXX

2010-08-03T08:27:00.004+08:00

Dear XXX,

Today is 3rd August 2010, I gave school a miss because I arent feeling well.

I want to tell you, I miss you alot >:

Chapter 820: Love's beautiful.

2010-08-01T09:12:00.003+08:00

My week hasn't been really going on well. Wasn't feeling too good for this week. Sickness came on to attack me one after another. And, I-Am-Really-Gonna-Die-Soon-I-Cannot-Take-It-Anymore-I-Swear. Despite my fever and cough, I still act as though Im the super most healthy girl and went on to school on Friday. And nobody nobody expected, came home on Friday afternoon, and BOOOOOOOM. The stupid disease, known as "HIGH FEVER" came to attack me. Irritating enough ? yes, irritating (:

Deadly sick for the past 2 days. Has recovered abit today, but still not as well as before. The bodyache was unbearable, the headache was a disaster, the sorethroat was a killer. I want back my healthy body very much. I want how I used to enjoy spending Saturdays with friends. It has been much killer this weekend. Homeworks are all undone, and I havent even started revising for tomorrow's Amaths test. D:

Okay. Bye. Enough of my nonsense (:

Chapter 818: When happiness begins with the two,

2010-07-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

West View Primary School has changed pretty much. West View Primary School teachers has changed alot. West View Primary School Ex-students had also changed very very very much. Back to my formal primary school on Saturday, get to catch up with some teachers there, not bad not bad. Things has been changing alot. Saw my cute chinese dancers, they are really cute okay, because they are really really very small. The little kids there are getting smaller and smaller you know, the primary 5 kids there looks like primary 3, and the primary 3 ones looks like primary 1. Spent my morning at West View Primary School, and then headed to Bpp for lunch. I wanted to eat KFC so much, but then, everyone else wanted to eat it as much as I wanted, so, being such a kind girl, I went to Macdonalds' for my meal instead. (:

And then after that, back to my house, supposed to do some work, but the 2 who came along, made me had more things to talk than to do my work, so, HEHEHEHEHEHHHEEE. We talked, and we eat, and we get attracted by my sexy laptop, and we decided to turn my sexy laptop on, and we decided to play with my sexy laptop, and we decided to mess up my room, and we decided to play with things in my house, and we decided to disturb my golf clubs and we decided to camwhore using my super irritating low quality webcam. (:

YESYESYES. Went off for dinner at my long waiting KFC with Mummy. And then to Daiso, to get things. Eventually, Mummy got a cute fan and a pair of cute chopsticks for me. Feeling happy happy and happier. HEHEHEHEHEEHEHEHEHEHEEEHHEHHEHE.

Happy First Monthsary, Fatpigx.

Out of 6823000000 people in the world, I chose you - Fatpigx.

( You're more than just Awesome, Fatpigx. You've decided to mark 25th as the day we count one more month to the journey of Happiness. A month of happiness has passed in a blink of an eye. It has been hard on you at many many point in time, I know. I may not be the easiest girl to handle, or rather, I should say, I may be the most difficult girl in the world, but, Thankyou for putting up with all my nonsense for the one month. Its fast for you and me. Yes, very fast. We've only marked the first 25th, we'll still have many many to go on, yea. A long long way ahead awaiting for us to come, and we shall walk up there, happily together yea. Thankyou for being the most tolerant and patient one. The one that always cheer me up even when the skies falls, and the one who's always there no matter what happens. ♥, for you. )

Ending off with this scary picx.
♥

Chapter 818: When happiness begins with the two.

2010-07-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

Happy First Monthsary, Fatpigx.

Out of 6823000000 people in the world, I chose you - Fatpigx.

Ending off with this scary picx.
♥

Chapter 817: More than just XXX.

2010-07-22T20:32:00.003+08:00

Give me the wings, make me fly. I'll fly to everyone, to put a smile on their face.

I've got a wish, my wish is to draw a smiley on everyone's face.

Fairygod mummy, grant my wish.

I want to see everyone happy, before I leave this world.

hehehehehehehehehehehehehhehehehehehehe.

Im crapping much. Dontworry, I arent going to leave the world anytime soon, I guess and I hope. But I really wish to see everyone being happy everyday. Thats my biggest wish ever in my life, and its the hardest wish ever to fulfill in my life as well. I need everyone's cooperation, so that Fairygod mummy can fulfill my wish as soon as possible you know ! So, please cooperate and be HAPPY HAPPY everyday. I mean, REALLY happy but not act to be happy kind, OKAY, get it ? Okay, fine, Im crapping again. Whatever.

Happy girl living in a happy world is happy today.

Because of like...

1. I have got super cute and funny classmates in class, to laugh with during boring Amaths lessons.

2. I have got super cute and lovely CSM to accompany me after school.

3. I have got super-like-to-assume Fatpigx to accompany me when CSM left.

4. I have got super cute Mummy to provide me with a pair of ears when I pour all my complains out to her.

5. I have got super awesome lappy here infront of me !!! ♥

* Find every reason to be happy, but not the opposite, babyz.

Chapter 816: When Two, Is Better Than One.

2010-07-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

Im perhaps the most powerful girl living on this Earth. I was sick today, but still went to school for my Olevels Chinese listening. You know, I was like totally not paying attention in class all the time, my eyes are wide open, but my mind's dead. I walk, feeling that I may just collapse anytime. My throat hurts so much that I've decided to shutup throughout the day. (Im not emo) My nose just stopped my from breathing, wanting me to die off like that. Whatthehell. Was and am feeling horrible, I really wanna take a break from school. My throat is killing me big time. :S

Chapter 814: Approximately Love.

2010-07-18T10:47:00.002+08:00

OH HI BABY.

Its Sunday todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :>

I've got much homeworks undone, and feeling damn shucks. I dontwanna do my work you know, because Im super tired. Woke up by a call today, and couldnt get back to sleep when I slept at 1 last night, HOW SAD RIGHTZXZXZXZX ! Its like damn awesome that room has been packed and its more cozy ever, but cannot sleep any longer! RAHHHH. I terribly need my sleep because my body's getting weaker and weaker )))):

Down with flu and sorethroat. But luckily my ulcer healed after that some watermelon powder thingy, which successfully removed my ulcer ! :> But then now, my throat's hurting much, and Im much craving for spicy food, which will kill me more. Like, WHATS WRONG WITH MY BODAYYYYYY ! Secretly craving for Chocolatesxzxzz, I feel that I need them suddenly :> But, yea, till-the-irritating-throat-recover, baby.

Btw, spent a afternoon yesterday at Pigx's house with Zhider, Sohyun and Enid. Finally got OEL done, like FINALLY AND REALLY FINALLY. :>

This little precious girl is very cute. She is like, so fat, so cute, so joke, so lovable, so huggable, so lovely. :> It has been like so long and she has grown up to be like this, but she's still so cute with the cute way she talks. You know, she's like only 3 years plus, and she wanna talk like an adult with her cute voice, which totally makes her so cute. HEHEHEHE. Really missed this little girl alot, since it has been sometime we went over to their place. Now, enjoy some cute picx of this lovely.

Okayzzzzz, till here, ♥

Chapter 814: Acceptance,

2010-07-17T10:49:00.002+08:00

Goodbye Monday. Goodbye Tuesday. Goodbye Wednesday. Goodbye Thursday. Goodbye Friday. Hello Saturday. I'll see you tomorrow, Sunday. Guess how am I feeling today. According to my picture for today, Im feeling happy today. And indeed Im feeling happy happy today :> No reasons why, like everyday and all the time, I believe that we should all feel happy and joyful. Yes, Am feeling happy today, baby ! :D

The week was fine. Ups and downs. Happiness and Unhappiness, but me, such a strong girl, I was able to pick myself up and move on again. YAY. Three cheers for Nicolehanyongqi for this, baby. Tests for the week, and Nicolehanyongqi has been good girl doing her homeworks almost everyday. Okay, it might not be everyday, but then, its like, I've improved and did it ALMOST everyday okaaaaaaaaaaaaaay :D

Andandand, I really wanna say this. I was sleeping so soundly today, when the scary lightning and thunder woke me up in the middle of my sleep. I SWEAR the lightning and thunder was damn freaking hell scary. It all just seem to be a nightmare, but then, its the reality !!! I thought I wouldnt be able to wake up again from my sleep after that, so I chose to stay awake awhile more. And couldnt get back to sleep. When I finally fall asleep I thought to myself that the next moment when I wake up, I'll be in Heaven, but luckily Im still alive. I bet all those who heard and saw the thunder and lightning will agree with me !!!

Okay, I'll stop here because there's this pigx here who keeps trying to peep.

Byez, seeyou again, :D

Chapter 813 : Im living in the world, of you.

2010-07-13T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hi Dear. :>

Feeling more than happy now, because I'm done with my Oral exam. Feeling super free and stress-less. Thankyou to all who helped me in one way or another for my oral exam. Thankyou to the coolest friends who helped me in practicing my oral, despite having to study for your own. Thankyou to the coolest bf for tolerating with my super long whines since yesterday night, despite being so tired. :>

Tests are starting to come up. Shiiiiiiiiiiiiit. I wanna die for that now.

Hoping that I'll have some improvement, no more lousy results like last term. Results that you see and regret not studying. Results that make you cry. Results that make you feel so demoralised. NO MORE, Nicolehanyongqi!!!! Yes, I know. I'll try to do my very best, but I know topics are getting harder, and its like, I cannot cope with them as easily as I used to, so you know what, I need my tutor desperately ):

Okay now, crapz. My OEL project is NOT DONE. Dont feel like doing, but I have to, since my members are way too slack. YES, I MEAN IT, THEY ARE WAY TO SLACK. And I dontwant to fail my OEL project, so the least I can do is to do the powerpoint so that we'll be able to proceed on for our speech. CRAP MUCH. This is hard. I try my best, and if you guys dontlike it, I'm sorry, thats the best that I can do to help the group :>

OKay, bye now. ♥

Chapter 812: You make me fly.

2010-07-12T18:10:00.002+08:00

Feeling happy now.
Feeling scared now.
Feeling cheated now.
I've got mixed feelings, baby.

I am happy because I managed catch up a bit with SCWH just now. You know, I really missed her alot. How we used to always crap, gossip and stand by each other. I missed the times when we just want to stay out but dontknow where to go, and we take forever to decide where to go. Time to come, I hope to catch up with her again, life has too much to talk about, you see.

I am scared, very scared, very very scared, very very very scared now. Because Im having Chinese Olevels oral tomorrow, and I dontknow what to say. Stressed like dog. I have no idea why so stress, see people around me seems to take it so easy, BUT THEN I AM NOT THEM, I CANNOT ! I'll sure panic when I see words that Idk how to read. I'll sure mess up everything when teacher start the conversation which I dontknow how to elaborated on. I AM TOO STRESSED TO BE DESCRIBED ):

I feel super super super super super cheated by a-girl-whom-I-think-is-the-most-trustworthy-one-amongst-all. What else, nothing. I saw it with my own eyes, and I have no reasons to not believe. Stop stop stop all your acts, it really disgust and freaks me out. Its too act cute, attention seeking, AND NOT LIKE YOU. How tiring can it get to keep acting as someone else when you're not even that. Get a life, COME ON.

Okay. Nicole Han, you'll really got to relax. Don't get too stress and not be able to study for your Oral exams. Its only a 10 minutes oral. No scared no scared. Things will turn out fine if you think so. Dont panic so much and screw everything up. Chill, take a deep breath, and you're ready for your Oral. All the best :>

Chapter 811: Almost all, from you.

2010-07-11T13:05:00.003+08:00

I dont feel like doing anything now.

I dont feel like doing my homeworks now.

I dont feel like doing my hearts now.

I dont feel like eating now.

I dont feel like... DOING ANYTHING RIGHT NOW.

Its like 5pm on Sunday, I should have just finished my golf lesson, feeling very tired, and am able to rest and not doing anything, just wait for daddy and mummy to prepare dinner for me. Bathe, and sit infront of the television from 7pm - 10pm. But then, daddy's away, so I've no golf lesson today, and because of that, I procrastinated and till now I havent even completed my homeworks. But then now Im like feeling so super lazy that I dontwant to move and use my brain, and Im like prepared to be skin alive tomorrow. But then I dontwant to be skin alive >:

I just told my homeworks that I hope they can be a little cleverer to get themselves done, so that I can like be happy while I just stare hard on my computer. I know Im complaining alot here, and I know that by complaining nothing helps, but then I cant help but just keep complaining about my undone homeworks. I really really really dont feel like doing, you cant blame me you know.

Tuesday is my Olevels oral, and I havent done any shit about it. And Im like totally not prepared to go for it. I dontwant to fail. But I dontknow how to practice. I dontknow what to say. I dontknow what topic will be tested. I have no confidence at all. I hate hate hate hate hate CHINESE ):

Okay, enough of my complains and everything.

I need some life.

Bye.

Chapter 810: True happiness lasts forever.

2010-07-05T20:04:00.006+08:00

Its the second of week of school, baby.
School's fine. :>
Family's fine. :>
Friends are fine. :>
Everything's alright. :>
Things are going quite smoothly, yesyesyesyesyes, I know.

But then... People around arent as happy as they used to be. You know, I dontknow why either. No matter how hard life is, everything still continue going on, and we have to move on with life. No problem for anyone to break down anytime in life, but after all, we'll have to stand up strong again, and win the battle that you're in with life. Life's never easy, life's never a bed of roses, life's filled with ups and downs, happiness and unhappiness. However, for we human being, always enjoy the happy times, or complain that it is not happy enough, and never be able to cope well when we meet with any obstacles in life.
Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerup, people out there. Things will be fine, SOON.

Nicolehanyongqi's happy being happy.
Nicolehanyongqi's happily enjoying life.
Have some happy pills and you'll be happy !!! :>

Okay, byefornow, I'llcomebackwhenImissthecoolplace. ^^

Chapter 809: Let yesterday be memories,

2010-07-02T21:51:00.003+08:00

I feel happy when I look back at the past and compare it with the present, knowing that I'm leading a happier life now. You know, I always complained that my life sucks, I dontlike to live on this Earth and complaining about everything and anything that I could find to pinpoint at. But till someday, sometime, someone made me love life. Leading a happy life, doesnt mean that I dont face any problems, but yes, its the way I face the problems, positively (((((((((((((:

I remember how I always cried when I meet any obstacles.

I remember how over-sensitive I used to be.

I remember how much hatred I used to have for people.

I remember how I always wanna be other people.

For all that has happened, let it be memories, Im living today and hoping that everything will be fine tomorrow.

IrememberthedayIknowtheexistenceofyou.

Chapter 808: Smile and laugh through the toughest time in your life, baby.

2010-07-01T19:28:00.001+08:00

I hope that things are fine with you, sweetie.

Chapter 807: All or nothing,

2010-06-28T21:15:00.004+08:00

First day of school seems to pass very very very fast today, though I almost fell asleep in class. I seriously cannot get off my bed today when alarm clock rang, and when Mummy came to wake me up twice!!! Passed my attire check which made my day great, because Chen seems more happy with her new coolz pink spectacles, and I also like her more, because she's wearing a pair of pink spectacles, yay. Giving out all prezzies to people that I treasure alot at the parade square, and am really happy that Im back to school to see all the sweetest people <:

Height and weight, and you know what ! I managed to lose 1kg after starving myself for like... TWO DAYS. Like, finally, I can go back to my normal diet, and just really hoping that I wont gain back the FATS you see. HEHE. Skipped recess and lunch today, because I guess I'm used to not eating them already, and I really dont feel hungry okay, so, dont force me to eat. <:

But now, I've got a sudden crave for cup noodles, hoping that someone will be kind enough to deliver one here to me NOW. HAHA, I was just joking yo ! :>

Btw, TYVM Mummy CQL for the thingys you got for me (:

Btw, TYVM Zlk for the SWEEEEEETS (:

Okay, the aircon is making my fingers freeze. I cannot continue typing.

Checkoutmyblogagain, sweetie, (:

Chapter 806: The world is so much beautiful than I thought.

2010-06-26T16:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO PRETTY ASSES. :D

My cute laptop and the coolest food are the only things that I cant resist in my life. I thought I would still be able to like keep to my timeline after putting lappy beside me, but well, COMPLETELY FAILED. hehehehheehehehehhehehehe.

Homeworking since 11am till now. Its like... SO DAMN LONG. And I really didnt stop AT ALL okay. Until lappy comes to me yo! HEHHEHEHEHE. I'm like left with the pathetic CHEMISTRY which I dontwant to do, dontfeel like doing and dontknow how to do !!!! Like, seriously, can someone help me do all my CHEMISRTRY ? I promise to love you higher than the mountains deeper than the seas. HAHAHAHAHA. Wellllllllllllllllll, doubt so ah. People talking to me are all chionging homeworks, so... YEA. ALL THE BEST, AND WE SHALL CHIONG TOGETHER, SO WE WONT GET SCOLDINGS ON THE VERY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL YO ! :D

I guess I'm gone for CHINESE ORAL. Seriously like... CAN SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO STUDY FOR IT. I dont even know what topic will come out, and teacher give us like SO MANY TOPICS TO STUDY, do you think I can remember? Andandand, my chinese seriously CANNOT MAKE IT ONE, then how to read. SURE DIE ONE LAR. No hope for it. Everyone's scoring B3, or A. Is it like seriously so easyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ? I wanna score A also, BUT HOW TO ?!?!?!?!? Nevermind, I'm like prepared to not do well already, because I really dontknow how to study for it, and hence didnt study for it . :D

OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK,

BYEBYE FOR NOW, I NEED TO GO DO MY WORK, IF NOT I TONIGHT NO NEED TO SLEEP ALREADY. :D

Chapter 805: I made my wish and I hoped for it, now its your turn to fulfill my hope and make my wish come true.

2010-06-23T16:55:00.003+08:00

I like you because you're who you are. ♥

Chapter 804: One day in your arms is better than a thousand day without you,

2010-06-22T20:39:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. We can like almost bidgoodbye with SchoolHolidays, and I havent finish my homework. Now, I can let you slap me for not finishing my homeworks again. The moment I see homeworks that are still awaiting for me, it makes my head spin round and round. I wanna enjoy somemore holidays. I mean like, I dont mind going back to school to see the lovely darlings, but then, I dontwant to study and do work. You know, I am lazy, Yes I am. HEHEHEHEHEHHEE.

And you know what. My coach taught me a new way to hit ball far for my golf. By turning my waist, REAL FAST. And then ever since then, everytime I play golf, I feel super super super tired. And then, today I went for golf, and I think I turned my waist way too fast that I overturned and twisted my waist. Its like... my nerves cant turn back anymore. OUCH. Go and die. Sit down also damn uncomfortable, like-so-not-usual.

OHYAR, Btw, I dont feel like texting you, so can you like stop texting me. If I dont reply you, or I reply you late, or I reply you with one-word-replies, or I reply you like total nonsense, or I reply you things that has no link to what you've said, or I reply you like with total no interest, WHY-DONT-YOU-GET-THE-HINT...? I mean like, dont you have some common sense? HEHEHEHEHEHE. Okay, not gonna be evil here. :D
God-Bless-That-You'll-Have-Some-Common-Sense-Soon! (:

OKAY.
Thankyou for listening or rather reading all my nonsense rantings.
Bye for now. :D

Chapter 803: I thank you, for being the best thing that happened in my life.

2010-06-16T19:04:00.002+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh HI. HELLO. YO. HEY.
I'm back here to post again, and isn't this AWESOME? Like usual, I'll say, life's great, awesome, because of AWESOME PEOPLE. Yesterday's BBQ with threeeight was not bad. Perhaps, better than expected. Andandand, okay, I shouldnt compare okay, I know I know. The food were awesome, Thankyouverymuch to the cook who were busy BBQ-ing food while we were enjoying ourselves. Back home around 11.30. :D

Today, Back back back to school today to accompany Alicia finish her Amaths stuffs. Things after that shouldnt be mentioned, anyway, I'm over it already. :D Sooooooooo, yes, slept at around 3-4am last night, because sisters and I had some catch up time while making Mummy's birthday card.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! Its okay to be old, we still love you. Dont need to be afraid to be old, everyone gets old. And, you're not fat, stop saying that you're fat. And Mummy, dont get angry, because you'll get older faster, and you definitely wont like it, RIGHT ? Btw, ♥ you.

OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.
Back in 3 days time.
Gone till then.
♥ you.

Chapter 802: 14thJune2010,

2010-06-14T17:41:00.007+08:00

OH HI LOVELY READERS AND FRIENDS. Pretty much enjoying Singapore's weather nowadays ? Not bad lar, better than past few days, at least there's rain rain rain yo! I'm the happy girl living in the happy world now, you know. Nope, I should say, I'm a happy girl living in a happy world everyday. Am enjoying life fully now. But wait, there's an irritating fly buzzing around in my livingroom, and its totally, eeeeeeeeeeew DISGUSTING. Kill it or catch it, or eat it, or throw it away, just remove in from my livingroom, I'll love you a millionzxc, I promise. Okay, let me continue and end now, Life's AWESOME, babyyyyyy~ HEEEEEEEEE.

Ohyar, I ♥ you, but not you, disgusting fly. :>

I just came to realise that half of my holiday's gone. Like... WTH, Why does time flies so damn hell fast. And, the worse thing has happened, I dont have the mood to continue with my homeworks anymore. Chemistry and Emaths, I hate you you you !!! Managed to complete my Amaths during early tuition today. And because of early tuition and the sun, it makes my head go spinning round and round. This-is-so-uncomfortable. Hope tomorrow will be better yea, if not, I'll have to miss the chance to meet up with threeeight. ):

I have a sudden crave for Sushi.

And KFC.

And Macdonalds.

And Lemonadeiceblended.

But, I am 40kg. ):

OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Now, Bye. <3

Chapter 801: For you, I will.

2010-06-12T15:50:00.003+08:00

Hi People. Hi People. Hi People. Hi People. Hi People. Hi People. Hi People.
I found this post not posted and saved as drafts in my dashboard on the 15thFebruary. HEHE, and since I came upon this post, and think I should post it up then. :D

This holiday is going by pretty much faster as expected. Its like, you seldom get bored in this holiday and I totally have no idea why. Next week, pretty much things coming up, but I guess I'll have to only choose a few to go to, and the rest of the days should just be a good girl and stay home to study. :D

I found a new blogskin for nicol-ee.blogspot.com.

I found a new URL for nicol-ee.blogspot.com.

But you know, 我很懒惰. <:

你知道吗, I miss those times. RAHHH.

Chapter 800: A year of love.

2010-06-10T09:02:00.002+08:00

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEY.

Its 9.05am now, miracle that I wake up so early, baby. HAHA.

Holidays has been rather slack for me. And, like for the first time, in the first 2 weeks of holiday, I somewhat managed to complete about half of my homeworks. Yea, Idk where my motivation comes from, but I just got my butt down, and force myself to start on work, and... There I am being a good girl, doing my work :D

Okkkkkkkkkkk, Life has been enjoyable so far.
I love life. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE. Okayyyyyyyz, probably going out later or so. :D

And, Oh Hi, I ♥ You.

Chapter 799: Love that never fails.

2010-06-06T12:52:00.004+08:00

Favouriteboy, 我喜欢你。<3

Chapter 798: I wish upon the stars,

2010-06-01T18:45:00.001+08:00

1st June 2010.
Happy June, Lovelies. :D

Mark it the first day of June, because I'm happy. :D
Went for Prince Of Persia with, Alicia, Liz, Lingkai, Darren, Gyan, Jaya, Jungsik, Yifei and Keith. :D The show's not too bad, but I gottta say that the snakes are really scary. :S

Above are some overdued picx, taken with the coolest people of 3/8 when we have our mini outing with the usual few. Billiard at Sarah's place. :D

Hello Little feeling, I know you've been there. :D

Chapter 797: First of the last.

2010-05-27T10:44:00.002+08:00

Mark today on your calendar, "The First Day of June Holiday".
Cant believe, but I still got to believe that, 5 months of 2010 has almost come to an end. I enjoy my life pretty much through this 5 months, despite having sometimes when I'm not really happy, but still, trying to be happy. :D

6 months of happy life has taught me to treasure life more.
You know, it took me 5 months to realise that I'm way lagging behind my studies. Gonna use my June holidays to catch up a bit with my studies. :D
I know that I've got the greatest group of friends, supporting me when I face difficulties in my studies. My class, the ever coolest people in it, who can play and study when time comes. Whatever the case is, I.Am.Determined.To.Do.Well. Ohyeababyyea~

Okayz. I am going off to get ready to meet peoples. ^^v